gemmaxloves2006--1-2-T17: 1:5:-08:00www.vivalascene.com - check it
I do enjoy a good rant when the mood strikes.
Hi I'm Gemma and I am a dreamer. Not a bad thing, but it can be. I want to do so much, but never seem to reach my goals. I'm left handed - which means I'm supposed to be creative, some days I am, most days I'm not. I write, I take pictures.
One day I'll write a movie - when it happens I'll let you know. Music is what I love, hate, enjoy and despise. I know what I'm talking about sometimes.
I live my cheese from the 80's and 90's, I like it best when it's sandwiched between something fast and shouty.
Travel agent, hair dresser and almost media savvy and I'm English Tourism Council Welcome Host certified - random I know. But all true.buzznet:user:id:328121http://www.buzznet.com/Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc.gemmaxloveshellomindless self indulgenceavenged sevenfold30 seconds to marspanic at the discophoto assignmentsa1beamishplain white t'sshows 2008shows 2007shows. misc.patrick hamsterforeign placesanimalsnature photoslandscapefriendsHen Nightweddingsle sky albumnot so vintagethe chris gutierrez albumcolour me magentarandom arty miscrandom. misci made thiskeanu reevesPrivateprivate2Higgldy Piggldy Cottagebuzznet:user:entry:id:423730412008--0-8-T20: 1:4:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:4:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:4:-08:00gemmaxloves The house in the garden that has its own fenced off garden area.
Inside there is a table and a sideboard unit and the table is set with a mini tea set ready for the gnomes and elves to have their supper.
[If you didn't already realise my mum is strange - my granda built this for her haha]
Oh and I missed it in the photo but the chimney has a smiley face on it]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121926846561.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121926846561.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121926846561.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121926846561.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121926846561.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121926846561.jpga state of mind?buzznet:user:entry:id:422557212008--0-8-T18: 1:3:-08:002008--0-8-T18: 1:3:-08:002008--0-8-T18: 1:3:-08:00gemmaxloves I'm feeling a little like this right now...
Essays I'm struggling to write
the fact I need to find a dentist to pay £45 to get half a tooth yanked out
Thinking about how much it's going to cost me to get a bridge put in its place eventually.
Thinking about university this year and how I'm probably going to fail hahaha
But its all good, I'm going to be my normal self
If its one thing I hate its being sad
It makes me miserable
xD
Other than that I've found myself drinking more tea - I had 3 cups in a row the other day, I'm going to make myself another in the next ad-break]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121909185531.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121909185531.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121909185531.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121909185531.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121909185531.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121909185531.jpgwhy so serious?buzznet:user:entry:id:407805612008--0-7-T25: 1:6:-08:002008--0-7-T25: 1:6:-08:002008--0-7-T25: 1:6:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121702846892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121702846892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121702846892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121702846892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121702846892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121702846892.jpgmy mind plays a tug-of-war...buzznet:user:entry:id:405391512008--0-7-T21: 1:7:-08:002008--0-7-T21: 1:7:-08:002008--0-7-T21: 1:7:-08:00gemmaxloves over the monsters that lurk there
thought I'd give everyone a break from the Beamish pictures, I have a lot more to post, next set are the ones from the Masonic Hall then the ones from around the town.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121668705379.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121668705379.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121668705379.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121668705379.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121668705379.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121668705379.jpgcirca 96ishbuzznet:user:entry:id:395035812008--0-7-T06: 1:2:-08:002008--0-7-T06: 1:2:-08:002008--0-7-T06: 1:2:-08:00gemmaxloves weren't we precious xD
i look so amused, a lesson turned into a random photo session - lame
but yeah this school doesnt exist any more it was called Blaydon Comprehensive the building behind the tree is the home economic block and the one on the left is the science block - both were on the raised stone step/seat area called the dart board, where the DT or wookwork block was and in front of us is the main building and to the far right the dinner hall and around the corner the music hall and on the other side the language block and the main hall YAY at remembering - good times, we used to skip geography by telling Mr Graham the music teacher we were helping him, helping involving lurking in the big room at the back and my friend or friends randomly having a cigarette share with the teacher hahaha, we could also manhandle the science teacher - Mr Dunthorne, we could shove him and hit him and he would just laugh at us, serves him right for taking the mick but hey ho, it was never in violence, it was in jest
best school ever
and now i've bored you teehee
virtual cookies if you can find me hahaha
i guess you give up so i'll tell you
i'm the blonde one
xD
nah i'm 4th from the right, the unamused one with the fringe hahaha]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121537125194.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121537125194.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121537125194.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121537125194.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121537125194.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121537125194.jpgi totally wanted to be a spice girlbuzznet:user:entry:id:389083712008--0-6-T27: 0:8:-08:002008--0-6-T27: 0:8:-08:002008--0-6-T27: 0:8:-08:00gemmaxloves hi see yah hold tight!
hahahaha]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121457951874.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121457951874.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121457951874.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121457951874.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121457951874.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121457951874.jpggreasebuzznet:user:entry:id:389083212008--0-6-T27: 0:8:-08:002008--0-6-T27: 0:8:-08:002008--0-6-T27: 0:8:-08:00gemmaxloves isn't the word...
hows my 1950s/pink ladies thing looking?
tomorrow night should be fun]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121457939767.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121457939767.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121457939767.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121457939767.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121457939767.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121457939767.jpgpansybuzznet:user:entry:id:378022912008--0-6-T09: 1:6:-08:002008--0-6-T09: 1:6:-08:002008--0-6-T09: 1:6:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-12130539599.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-12130539599.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-12130539599.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-12130539599.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-12130539599.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-12130539599.jpgMagnifique!buzznet:user:entry:id:356329112008--0-5-T07: 1:2:-08:002008--0-5-T07: 1:2:-08:002008--0-5-T07: 1:2:-08:00gemmaxloves Okay soooo no new hair photies yet - not til tomorrow hahaha
soo heres one that will have to do for now
Tis Sarah's (hyperballad13) birthday and she's going out to celebrate the day on the 13th - with moustaches
and since i wont have time to do this then i'll post it now
so see i said i would do one to celebrate with you hahaha
Happy Birthday for the 13th!!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-121018818607.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-121018818607.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-121018818607.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-121018818607.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-121018818607.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-121018818607.jpgWe Store Our Memoriesbuzznet:user:entry:id:345253312008--0-4-T20: 1:6:-08:002008--0-4-T20: 1:6:-08:002008--0-4-T20: 1:6:-08:00gemmaxloves In dusty corners of our minds,
There to look at whenever we can,
When our memories begin to fade
Like old film and photographs
We can still at least be grateful
That we had the greatest memories to forget]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120873282486.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120873282486.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120873282486.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120873282486.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120873282486.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120873282486.jpgjust like the day comes and goesbuzznet:user:entry:id:344338012008--0-4-T19: 1:3:-08:002008--0-4-T19: 1:3:-08:002008--0-4-T19: 1:3:-08:00gemmaxloves we live our lives an hour at a time
24:7
(all sizes for detail on the tags =] )]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120863879998.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120863879998.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120863879998.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120863879998.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120863879998.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120863879998.jpgif you go down to the woods todaybuzznet:user:entry:id:343537312008--0-4-T18: 1:1:-08:002008--0-4-T18: 1:1:-08:002008--0-4-T18: 1:1:-08:00gemmaxloves i dress my sister up and send her up trees for my amusement]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120854305843.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120854305843.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120854305843.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120854305843.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120854305843.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120854305843.jpgvideo killed the radio star pt1buzznet:user:entry:id:343105012008--0-4-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-4-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-4-T17: 1:8:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120848314704.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120848314704.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120848314704.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120848314704.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120848314704.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120848314704.jpgoutlinedbuzznet:user:entry:id:338255112008--0-4-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--0-4-T10: 1:4:-08:002008--0-4-T10: 1:4:-08:00gemmaxloves In the shadows
From whence I came
You will find me
See me
Ignore me
Carry on with your steps
Passing by
Walking on
Moving past
I will remain silent
I will dance alone in the depths
Forgotten
Living life my own way
Smiling
Laughing even though no one will notice
As you go on
Living and breathing your way forward
Remember
I am only a figment of your imagination]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-12078634345.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-12078634345.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-12078634345.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-12078634345.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-12078634345.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-12078634345.jpgAll of us are crazy in one way or another.buzznet:user:entry:id:324052512008--0-3-T22: 1:5:-08:002008--0-3-T22: 1:5:-08:002008--0-3-T22: 1:5:-08:00gemmaxloves Sometimes you want to allow yourself to be a little bit sadistic. Most of the time our innerselves keep that part of us locked away.
Sometimes I want to let it loose, let it have a crazy half hour in which I can use it to my own advantage, not to cause mayhem but to create.
Creativity comes from within, drawn and taken from all parts of your person.
So who's to say that a little bit of crazy isn't a good thing if it helps you to create something that you are proud of?]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120622405636.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120622405636.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120622405636.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120622405636.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120622405636.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120622405636.jpgThe right word may be effective, but no word was ever as effective as a rightly timed pause.buzznet:user:entry:id:321595212008--0-3-T19: 1:7:-08:002008--0-3-T19: 1:7:-08:002008--0-3-T19: 1:7:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120597249754.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120597249754.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120597249754.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120597249754.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120597249754.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120597249754.jpgbecause when i should be writing my essay i like to dress up as my favourite detectivebuzznet:user:entry:id:320709812008--0-3-T18: 1:3:-08:002008--0-3-T18: 1:3:-08:002008--0-3-T18: 1:3:-08:00gemmaxloves "You have the mistaken idea implanted in your head that a detective is necessarily a man who puts on a false beard and hides behind a pillar! The false beard, it is vieux jeu, and shadowing is only done by the lowest branch of my profession. The Hercule Poirot's, my friend, need only to sit back in a chair and think."
poirot ftw]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120587088099.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120587088099.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120587088099.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120587088099.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120587088099.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120587088099.jpglight distortionbuzznet:user:entry:id:306099712008--0-2-T27: 1:3:-08:002008--0-2-T27: 1:3:-08:002008--0-2-T27: 1:3:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120414661383.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120414661383.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120414661383.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120414661383.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120414661383.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120414661383.jpgRemember Me When I Am Gone Awaybuzznet:user:entry:id:305673712008--0-2-T26: 1:7:-08:002008--0-2-T26: 1:7:-08:002008--0-2-T26: 1:7:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-120407663747.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-120407663747.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-120407663747.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-120407663747.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-120407663747.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-120407663747.jpgbroken hearts cause painful tearsbuzznet:user:entry:id:305652512008--0-2-T26: 1:7:-08:002008--0-2-T26: 1:7:-08:002008--0-2-T26: 1:7:-08:00gemmaxloves ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/thumb-msg-12040747456.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/synd-msg-12040747456.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/mob-msg-12040747456.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/gallery-msg-12040747456.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/large-msg-12040747456.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/gemmaxloves/default/feat-msg-12040747456.jpg
